Life Update Part 2

Hey it’s me again, 

I’m sorry for the inactivity lately. I have been so sick and the thought of doing anything really has given me anxiety. I’m scared to do anything because I am down for days after.

I have been to every single doctor this month. Of course my blood work is “normal” so no one can tell me what’s going on. There are a few things off and that shows in the blood. 

I am getting more blood work done and also meeting with my neuro doctor this month. I did the 72hr EEG which was complete hell. I did have a couple episodes while hooked up. That was a sleepless 3 days that most certainly will never do again. 

I am getting so tired of fighting the fight right now. My body feels like it is slowly dying. I am sick more often than not. I am having to make adjustments to my life and how I want to live it. My body is giving up on me and I truly am in so much pain emotionally, physically and mentally. 

I do not have any energy and in my spare time I’m trying to sneak in a nap. Everyday has been a struggle lately. I know it will get better but right now it’s hard to even get out of bed. 

I hope you all are doing okay today. I will back with more posts this coming week.

XoXo 

Rae